hum…post has been eaten

Well I thought I had posted something recently…..well that’s how life has been lately……….NUTS. I am out of student teaching and redo it in the fall………lots of drama to add at some later point…..leads to a wacked out classroom………to a mild case of Bronchitis…….to my son falling and breaking his arm. Now, lots of drama with dear daughter…………sigh I need an emotional vacation.

I am at a crossroads………..not happy about not graduating until Dec now. My son graduates from high school in 5 weeks and then college is right after that………..I’m not ready to be done being a parent to him. My daughter will graduate next year………we go to 3 kids after that from the 6 we have now.

I turn 40 later this year and I am not ready to do so. I wanted to be done with my undergrad degree before that………not going to happen…..and I am flipping bummed I can’t stand it. I wanted to be out before mine started college. It’s been an 8 year journey and I am tired….but I need to keep going…….I saw the ray of sunshine the beginning of the semester……..all I see now is fog.