End of the semester

Two exams down and two to go on Monday. Yippee!! I am student teaching next semester and….thrilled….scared..all wrapped into one! Two years ago I was ready tpo drop everything…I was emotionally exhausted having major haelth issues and in the middle of some intense emotional crap. I don’t miss it at all. I still have the feeling at times the other foot is going to fall and it will never get here. Today I feel overwhlemed. I know it’s combo of things and I am just ready for things to be over.

I have 53 days  of actual student teaching that I am supposed to be teaching…I still have trouble picturing myself doing this…why you ask? Well it’s partly W’s fault lol. She has been a teacher for 4 years now and in that time I have helped her from time to time with lesson plans for her degree which is social studies. I feel more comfortable in a social studies room than I do in a special ed class which is my major.

My biggest fear? Time away from home. I have been home for 18 years. Not straight, school has been wrapped up in this since 2000. I will be gone 5 days a week all day. That feels incredibly odd to me. What about time with W? What about our relationship? Will we be okay being a 2 person working household? The kids? They are used to having someone home when they get here from school. The thinking of this is possible to drive someone insane if you think to much. I start the end of January. I have some time to breathe.


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