Archive for November 2007

Thanksgiving and reflection

November 21, 2007

Well here we are the night before Thanksgiving and I am sure thankful of the results from last week from W scare. She is doing much better and still getting used to the modifications she needs to do for now. I have to admit I am watching her closely and knowing I need to step back which I have done, but it’s not easy yet she knows when to stop. I have to trust that.

 One thing that came to light in our scare last week is a double heartache. If something were to happen to one of us not only would we lose a spouse but we would most likely also lose the bio kids of the person since they all have a bio dad. That would be incredibly hard to overcome for us and for the kids as well. We at some point had discussed having our own or even adopting a child. In the end we decided not to and I never really gave it a second thought until this past week…..if something happened to one of us there would still be a child from us, our relationship, our love, and commitment to each other.

 I can’t even tell you if this makes any sense, I think it comes from the what if’s of life. We have wonderful kids they are all a blessing to us. I love W’s kids as they were my own and if I lost them if something happened that makes me feel ill. I do feel at peace with the decision we made, it’s just something that has been on my mind since last week. Now that I have finally written about it I can lay it to rest.



November 13, 2007

W does not have Cancer. She however does have osteoarthritis of the hip which can show up the same as cancer in a basic xray. He never should have mentioned the cancer until after the MRI. We are greatly relieved and want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers.

Definitely a crossroad

November 13, 2007

W may have C. I am not ready to put it in writing yet. I am hopeful that it is a strange anomaly that has appeared in the xray of her hip. I am scared shitsless guys she means the world to me.

Sunday already

November 4, 2007

I hate 24 hour bugs esp when studying for exams.That was my fun for today..not. However the Patriots won YAY!


November 3, 2007

Tomorrow is football! Go Patriots! 


November 2, 2007

The boy’s football team is headed back to the playoffs this year! We just got back from an intense game and they have now beat the other 2 contenders for the district title.

It’s November

November 1, 2007

Wow November. Crazy time of year. Semster ends in about 6 weeks and Christmas is 54 days away WOW! Thanksgiving will be here before we know it. I love this time of year. My kids at least 2 will be with their dad for this holiday. It sucks but you gotta be fair in sharing. Ha! There is also a blog for Nov. going on with some of the bloggers. I have think of doing this unoffically. Not much else new. Still way to warm for my liking.